Academic Struggles

I haven't had anything worth taking pictures of recently, as this past semester I really haven't gone anywhere at all. I started struggling with grades about the 2nd week of the semester and it's been an uphill battle ever since. I had 3 F's for a long time, and I struggled with self-esteem for a long time. Honestly didn't think I would make it, but I somehow passed with nothing lower than a C- at the end of the semester. Gotta do better in the future.

Social Life

Man it feels good to have a little freedom back. Finally walked off all those hours, and I really feel like I'm finding my niche here. Starting to develop relationships that I really think will last. Sometimes it's so easy to get self-centered that all one thinks about is survival from task-to-task. But in going about life in that way, you sometimes forget to think of yourself as a soul that needs nourishment. And that is a dangerous path to go down.

50 Hours

This is a picture taken by a company mate of mine (the guy in the foreground) of me walking hours in 10 degree weather. I've been walking for 3 weeks now- got fifty hours total. This all came from missing TAPS due to my friend getting pulled over for speeding on-post. The MP took more than long enough to make what would have been an early arrival a late one that merited a Regimental Board. And, not surprisingly, we got slammed. I can't lie, it's tough to remain optimistic here sometimes.

Recognition

I honestly thought this day would never come at times. I never knew how gratifying it would feel to be able to freely engage in basica ctivities such as talking, addressing someone by their first name, and sitting down in a restaurant.  But such is the feeling of freedom I will finally enjoy in August when I return as a Yuk will be amazing to me.  It seemed so surreal being able to walk around without fear of being hazed by a grumpy Cow.  Next year will definitely be a lot more fun, almost like being a human being!

Plebe Year

Never in my life have I felt so restricted for such a long period of time. The "no talking outside" rule, the room and uniform standards, the constantly structured schedule, and many other things weighed on me as time went on this year. Only a few more weeks until recognition, I just hope I can hold out until then. I feel like people have personal vendettas against me, even though I'm just trying to blend in. Sometimes I wonder if I'm made for this. I know that I can still leave up until the beginning of Cow year...

Beast Barracks

I knew West Point was going to be different. I knew it was going to be hard. But Beast tested me more than I thought it would. there were times I thought I wouldn't make it through. I dealt with being called the "worst member of my squad" and struggling to learn all the new knowledge that comes with being a new cadet at West Point. But I made it, and feel liek a stronger person because of it. I feel confident that with the lessons learned I can succeed throughout my Plebe year, and through the entire four year process.

Graduation!

The day is finally here! It feels so gratifying to have put in years of work and finally receive my International Bacchalaureate Degree. Lord knows I'm ready to go off to college, although I imagine my experience will be a bit different than most with that whole military thing. I'm planning to party and hang out with friends non-stop until I leave for R-day.